Zac's shouts

2008-06-24T00:25:00.001+08:00

Okay, it's official. I've migrated to Wordpress. And people, please relink me, thanks!

FullOfSurprises.Wordpress.com

2008-06-23T23:16:00.002+08:00

Okay, i've decided!!~ I'm going to migrate out of blogger and into wordpress. I've created the blog and i'll update u guys here- AND ONLY HERE! - of my new wordpress address when it's done!

2008-06-21T01:44:00.002+08:00

Should i ? Or should I not? I'm considering to migrate to livejournal . Well, let NZW think for a couple more days, and maybe he shall *poof* to livejournal. LJ or Blogger? That's just the small question for him. How to win St.gabs over for Jesus, now, that's the real question!

2008-06-21T00:38:00.002+08:00

Okay, here i am at home. I missed my trip to Bintan. Well, i think they're coming back soon, well, lets see how much i missed out.

Today's PM was really great. After worship, we had this skit thingy where we perform about the schools we were pioneering for CG08! And YES! we want to win the schools for Jesus!
And i went with Daryl down to Wheelocks to buy my new CRUMPLER bag! Wohoo. Its the blue one! And we were walking to plaza singapura when there was this guy, standing. At first i thought he was giving brochures, so i took one. Then he was talking to me about Jesus! This guy was like 3x or 4x of my age, and yet sharing to me about something such as this was like "WOW". Imagine this with me: You around 50 or 60, sharing the gospel to a kid that's 16 and 17. WOW. This is the spirit we should have , sharing the gospel to everyone around us! Well, service's tomorrow. I hope those people who come really have the chance to hear the wonderful gospel of ours, and that we'll share it as we want everyone to know it!

2008-06-18T02:43:00.002+08:00

Okay, I'm now waiting for the Frace-Italy match to begin. So meanwhile, i shall spend my time better by blogging.

Today, I went back to school to outreach with Sunny, Donavan and Scott. And i want my school to grow! The school was ALMOST empty except for a couple of "kids" sho happen to be in band/vocal and they were having camp. Why do they have camp anyway? Hmm, irony. And there we were, outreaching to them. I want to put what i have learnt NOW, to put them into actions to grow the school.

I was happening to read shipeng's blog just, and i agreed with what he said.
" Yes having a target is good. But we must look BEYOND the target! To think 50? Haha 50 out of world population of 6.7 billion? or out of a sch population of around 1500? Isnt's setting a target and JUST aiming for the target of 50 limiting God's power? God's power is unlimited! Saving 6.7billion souls is nothing to God! Dun even talk about just 50. So after much thoughts and thinking the target should be set at 50 and beyond! Nothing is impossible WITH GOD! Lets run this race WITH GOD! So ya 50 for now for GMS! But 50 and beyond for the future! "

yes, Let's think of the BIG picture, Cos i believe my God is a BIG God. Lord, Please use me in our kingdom! I want to be like a David, where i'm after your heart, or Samuel, where i will always be there to listen to your word! Lets Jiayou for Cg08, for GMS, for IN JESUS'S NAME, IT WILL COME TO PAST!

2008-06-15T02:03:00.003+08:00

Why dream small? Dream BIG Cos i believe my God is a BIG God. Why should St.Gabs be a CG size when it can become a Unit? 25 people should sound absurd, but with a BIG God, everything is possible. Lets BREAK 100 for NEB !

2008-06-15T00:41:00.002+08:00

This is the words that God have spoken to me when i'm praying. I'm all writing this down so i won't forget what the Lord has spoken.

this is what the lord says to me: Fast and Pray, Fast and Pray, Fast and Pray.Stay away for temption of any kind. Put all your trust in me , and see if i will not pour open the floodgates of heaven, so wide that you wont have enough room to store it all. Put all your trust in me, do not doubt , for i am with you. Like the winds, you cant see it but you can feel it. Likewise, am i not stronger than the winds. You believe the winds are there, and i'm the creator of the winds, so put your trust in me.

And when i continued praying, God gave me a vision , of a dark room , and when i look around me, there were hundreds of devils surrounding me, trying to convice me to follow any one of them, but straight in front, there was Jesus, standing, calling out to me, teling me to follow him, for any other way leads to destruction, As i walked towards Jesus, the number of devils appearing seemed to be more and more, trying to drag me along to their path, the path of destruction. For any path other than the path to Jesus, leads to failure and destruction. Wide is the gate that leads to destruction, and narrow is the gate that leads to life, and few find it.

And when i continued to flip my bible now, The passage of Joshua 1 : 6-9 keeps appearing . BE STRONG AND COURAGEOUS MY PEOPLE, FOR I AM WITH YOU. And when i continued asking for for an image, God showed me the walls of Jerusalem , and how Nehemiah rebuilded the walls , that each person, building outside his own house, that the wall was completed. everyone must play a part in this work, for the efforts of a single man cannot beat the efforts hundred men playing the same effort.

The lord then showed me a picture of lighting, hitting the seas, as the seas were stormy, and there was a small boat, like a sampan, in the sea, and how the people in the boat were not afraid, but they trusted in the lord, and the lord brought them to safety. How powerful is the lord! I think God is trying to show that like the rough seas and the powerful lighting, there ought to be setbacks, discouragement, but we must be like the people in the sampan, trusting God to bring us to safety.

I'm now very convicted of the spirit , I want to talk to God , like i never did, and i want to enjoy his presence. I want to enjoy being in the wonderful presence of God now.

2008-06-15T00:18:00.003+08:00

Okay, i've caught the spirit. Follow our leaders as they follow God, Catch their vision, make it your vision, and transform lives. You have not chosen God, but its God who chose you.

Yesterday, i was discouraged about my group not growing, i was really feeling holy discontent, that why my school will not be growing. This cannot be the way, that people go to hell because they do not know you. And that i was like, God i gave my best, the rest up to you. And today, God blessed the group with a new convert! Thank God.

I'm convicted of what the Cls did just now, sharing boldly, preaching in the name on the lord on the train! YES! this is the way. God moved my hearts into ! 25 for St.Gabs is not alot, its barely 2% of the school population. THIS IS NOT THE WAY. I'm convicted , i caught the spirit, and i will do everything in Jesus's name, I will preach boldly. And i will put this convictions into ACTIONS, for what is not practiced is not learned. God, I'M GOING TO WIN THIS SCHOOL OVER FOR YOU!

2008-06-14T00:48:00.003+08:00

I just realised i just passed my 200th post.

Well, found a new pooling place, and Donavan really showed me something new. Our ministry is like pool, sometimes we have a tough shot, we miss, but when the opportunity comes, Sink the pocket, SMASH the ball in. And the more you practice, the better at it we get.

I never thought that something as our ministry, can be described in like pool. THANKS DONAVAN! Well, I was on the bus home when God spoke to me the exact words from prayer
meeting.

"Be strong and courageous, because you will lead these people to inherit the land I swore to their forefathers to give them. Be strong and very courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go. Do not let this Book of the Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful. Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."
-Joshua 1: 6-9

The red lines really impacted me as i walked in this ministry . And when i was in the toilet, God spoke to me as well, I remember in the movie " Meet the Giants" , there was this line, " If we win, praise the Lord, if we lose, praise the Lord. " and i still remember a speech in the movie.
David : Why do the Lord make me weak?
D's gradpa : To show how strong and powerful he is.
Maybe that's not the exact words, but the point still remains, God is powerful.

People may have rejected me now, but it will not remain so! I will persevere to the end of the race until Jesus returns. The school will come to past , St.gabs will be won ! For the Lord , My God, will be with me wherever i go. I will complete CG08. So now, in good times, i will praise the lord, in bad times , i will praise the Lord.!

2008-06-13T00:46:00.002+08:00

I'm pissed. My mom totally ruined my quiet time, now my heart's elsewhere, i just cant seem to talk with God with focus at the moment. How much i hate the feeling of not being able to seek God. Dang, and i'm feeling it now, how much i hate the feeling.

2008-06-12T23:37:00.002+08:00

Okay, I'm back from camp! I know you people miss me.! XD.

Camp's summarised in two words : Life changing. Camp's really a good time to check your walk with God, re-focusing your focus, and burden your conviction for the lost out there. And i was high. I want to just throw away this roller-coaster , and never get it back. Step away for the barriers of holes, but walk in the pavement of truth. Last night, i was out walking with the guys at pasir ris beach round 2-3am, when i looked up and i saw the many stars in the sky. And i was thinking to myself "Wow, God created every single star in the sky, and its so beautiful, then imagine what God can do with us, creating us to be the most beautiful STAR in the world" God is just so great, so powerful.

I seriously broke down during last night's worship. Really had a conviction like no other, a word spoken in my life, a revelation showed upon me, a new testimonial to praise God. Let this child of God write a new story, an Acts 29, to finish what has been started. Like what pastor Jeff said," It takes zeal to start, but it takes CHARACTER to finish" And Yes, i'm going to be one who runs to get a prize, not beating the air aimlessly. I will be a finisher of CG08, a christian not by words, but by actions, Lord, give me your " Wisdom, Courage and Anointing to do Discipleship and Outreach"

I checked Oasis in the dictionary, and here's what it is:

1. A small fertile or green area in a desert region, usually having a spring or well.
2. Something serving as a refuge, relief, or pleasant change from what is usual, annoying, difficult.

And yes, this camp showed me, God is my Oasis, my place of refuge and relief. I will do your work to the best i can, to change in the lives of the lost, that were not given the wonderful chance to hear the gospel, i will share it to them, i will walk across the room, to share to the people that needs God, cause everyone needs God.

"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." -Deuteronomy 31:6

2008-06-09T00:28:00.002+08:00

Hoho, Daryl, Davis, Aaron & Gabriel in my house now . And they're making ALOT of noise. hoho. Oasis Camp form 9-12 June. Will not be blogging, Well, i'm back to making crap with them. And damn, they're making hell lot of noise wrestling, Well, i guess i'm gonna kick them now. Dun miss me when i'm in camp.

2008-06-07T23:38:00.002+08:00

Okay, so went service today. And it was raining! CheeHwee din wanna run, cos he was wearing white skinnies. Service was great.

There was a North-east mega event deco, and it kept my attention span for like a limited time. Then zhao off *snickers* to Cathay to table-soccer. And Chester is like, ownage. Ego sia. Then went to Just-Acia to eat, and damn,we took forever to order.

Cant wait for Oasis Camp! In maybe a little lesser than 2days time. And oh, ALOT people are coming overnight tomorrow to stay before camp, and more people are requesting?!?! My house's not a hotel. LOL, just an easy way to Pasir ris. DOWNTOWN EAST! wohoo. I'm excited. Okay, now i'm hyper.

2008-06-06T23:52:00.002+08:00

Today was fun, i guess. Table soccered. Damn lazy to go to details.

Yesterday was at St. Wilfred's. Soccer. Ming Jang was a JOKE. Then happen to be Gabriel's bday. Happy 15th BDAY ! So we like surprised him, in the toilet. Joke. Service tmr! wohoo. Camp's in 3 days! I cant wait. YEAH!

Short post cos dun feel like blogging. Damn, i'm tired.

2008-06-02T00:27:00.002+08:00

the 100 questions quiz. BEING FORCED TO DO IT!

001. What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
-He's my good friend! XD.

002. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
-Never.

003. What happened at 10.00am today?
-Sleeping!

004. When did you last cry?
-Long tym ago.

005. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
-Bread. What else?

006. What do you want in your life right now?
-Hmm, great amounts of cash. Life sucks without money.

007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
neither. just walk in the rain.

008. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
-Hmmm, Pillow i guess.!

009. What bottom are you wearing now?
-board shorts

010. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
-I dunno, my fone cant open. its spoiled.

011. Do you tend to make a relationships complicated?
-I have no idea.

012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
-Not really.

013. What was the last movie you caught?
-What happens in Vegas i guess?

014. What are you proud of?
I have no idea.

015. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
-"KFC"

016. What was the last song you sang out loud?
"sorry blame it on me " by akon

017. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
-Hmm.. Zac,Short,. I have no idea.

018. What does your last received text message say?Who was it from?
" oh my god" -Sarah

019. What time did you go to bed last night?
-Really late.

020. Are you currently happy?
-Kinda

021. Who gives you best advice?
-Hmm, alot people i know.

022. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- I've tried it.

023. Who did you talk on phone last night?
-Father, Son, Holy Spirit.

024. Is anything bugging you right now?
-Not really.

025. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
- I have no idea.

026. Do you wear toe socks?
-Do i look gay?

027. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
-Unknown number

028. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
-Yea, but people move on.

029. What annoys you most in a person?
-Irrating.

030. Do you have a crush on anyone?
-Hoho, =X

031. Have you ever done cocaine?
-yea right!

032. What is the colour of your room?
-green n blue.

033. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
-Nah, i dun kill.

034. Do you believed in the saying "talk is cheap"?
-Action speak louder.

035. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
-ME.

036. Who was the last person to hug you?
-My bolster!

037. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
I have no idea, dun know, dun care.

038. Do you have a life?
-yes, i do have one.

039. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
Does practical jokes count?

040. What is the reason behind your profile song?
Really cool song.

041. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
-Some aeroplane.

042. Last time you smiled?
-Just today.

043. Have you changed this year?
-As a person?

044. What are you listening to right now?
-Nothing

045. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
-Yea.

046. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
-Open. DUH.

047. Is there a quote you live by?
" I can do everything through Christ who gives me strength."

048. Do you want someone you can't have?
Not really.

049. Have you ever played an instrument?
-nope.

050. What was the worst idea you've had in week?
-I have no idea.

051. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
pooling. i was pooling till 11 plus.

052. Are you happy with your love life right now?
-yea.

053. What song describe your love life?
-Leaving by jesse mccartney.

054. Does the person know that you like him/her?
-I like someone?

055. Who always make you laughs?
- NEB, mainly chester?

056. Do you speak other language other than English?
- I dun speak tamil.

057. Are you blonde?
-nope.

058. What your middle name?
-ZACHARIAH ! XD

059. What are you doing tomorrow?
- Classes.

060. What do you think you are like?
-I dunno,.

061. Who will you choose to die with?
-I dun wanna die.

062.Where have you been today?
-At home.

063. What game do you play often?
-Does pool count as a game?

064. Who are you missing right now?
-No one actually.

065. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
-Friends.

066. What are you doing right now?
-Doing this stupid thing.

067. Which primary school are you from?
- St.AnthonyPri And Edgefield Pri XD

068. Name 3 colours that you like
-Black, White, Blue.

069 what emotion you like to show?
-Joy.

070. What is life to you?
-Life is a road of choices, some lead u to the forest, some to the highway.

071. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
-Get it out of my mind.

072. Who did you last chat in msn today?
- Alot people at once actually.

073. Who do you admire the most?
-Hmm, jesus i guess.

074. Which month are you born in?
-April

075. How are you feeling right now?
-High,.

076. What is the time now?
12.52am.

077. Where are you now?
-home.

078. What colour did you use to dye hair?
-Brown, i guess.

079. Why are you doing this test?
- Cos BANANA FORCED ME TO.

080. What do you do when you're moody?
-Sleep.

081. At which age you wish to get marry?
-Maybe 24?

082. Who is more important to you? Stead or friends?
Friends. Duh.

083. Do you think you have enough confidence?
-Enough to get me living.

084. Who is the person you trust the most?
- Alot people i trust.

085. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
-Yea, Smile after darkness.

086. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
-Cash.

087. What is your goal for this year?
Do well for O's, and grow a CG.

088. Do you believe in eternity love?
-Yea.Kinda.

089. What feeling do you love most?
-Those feelings that u are HIGH.

090. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
-Yea. like DUH.

091. What feeling you hate the most?
- Those emoish types.

092. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-yea.

093. Do you believe in God?
-yea.

094. Who cares for you the most?
-Jesus. AMEN!

095. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Friends and Family.

096.What'll you bring when you fight?
-Myself. LOL

097. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
-Alot , including _______.

098. What would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?
- I dun get the Qns.

099. What if your stead two-timed you?
- Break lor.

100. Who do you miss now ?
- Not anyone actually.

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question,and bold it.Next, list 10 people whom you would you want them to do this, at the end of the post.Notify them in their tag box that he/she has been tagged/Pm them at msn .

1. Ben
2.Shem.
3. Anyone else.
Same goes with no. 4 - 10 XD

2008-05-31T01:11:00.002+08:00

Okay, so I went for the 24/7 class in nexus today. And causing Gideon's doom is oh-so-fun! I was like with quite a number of NEB and yea, we were dominating ! And causing Gideon's doom! I cant wait for the next lesson on Mon!
After WFL, we had NE prayer meet. It was described in one word : awesome! I love times like this, when i get to worship God, worship till i get high. I want to worship God into a greater higher level!
Dinner and Pooled for 3 hours. Service tomorrow! Cant wait!

And oh! I LOVE MY GOD!

2008-05-29T13:26:00.002+08:00

Okay, i just came back from NORTHEAST CAMP! it was fun! super fun! The 2days 1 night camp really refreshed me to start working in this kingdom. Jiayou!

Day 1
Played Games. Go YELLOW! wohoo. It was fun! Then really like play like siao, then play at the beach . Then pretty much NEB got SOAKED. Then walked back, showered. So it was like lack of time mah, shower was funny story. Then went to worship and teaching. Lets be spritual DAVIDS. A man after God's heart. Then had talent-time. Okay, we did SHOCKING THINGS. hahas. JOKE. Then played some murder games , like must solve a mystery in the house. About one person kana killed then we must solve who did it and why. Super funny. Then we slept air-con! IN CAMP. talked with Gideon. I really believe what he say was true. I'm going to lead myself , then i can help God's kingdom grow, to grow this church. CheeHwee Meeting same room, then hear him until i fll asleep. LOL

Day 2
woke up hard. Everyone was bugging me to wake up. Then showered, then went down. Then play soccer , then got a slideshow. WELL DONE GUYS! Then play more soccer then went home. On the way, bus break down, then got another bus.

WELL DONE TO ALL THE CAMP COMM AND THOSE HELPING OUT IN A WAY OR ANOTHER! IT WAS A GREAT CAMP! BRAVO! Lets 's grow in God, and Youth camp coming up, and i'm heading to bintan! LOL.

2008-05-27T21:08:00.002+08:00

Okay, i'm really excited now, cause after today, Northeast camp's here. So i cant really wait. And lessons do suck on holidays. Yes its true! I hate them as the next guy does. And man! I'm like super Excited. Wun be blogging from : 28-29th May ( In camp)

2008-05-27T20:57:00.003+08:00

LOL, i have been tagged by Ben, so i guess like waste my time away :)

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ?
Like any human, duh! Move along life, and move on.

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Have a happy family :)

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
Ever seen the beaches of California? XD

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Well, not really, live life as it goes on,

#5 What’s your ideal lover like?
A heart of gold.

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Well, lets see who's the lover and lovee.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
When the right time comes, it will come.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
If she's right, its a matter of time, so why fret bout it?

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
I have no idea.

#10 What do you want most in life?
Being able to find out the true meaning on life.

#11 Is being tagged fun?
Ben forced me to do it. You think!

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I'm so-not-schooling anymore.

#13 Who is currently the most important person to you?
The family and friends around me.

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
:P . Lets not reveal too much secrets ! XD

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Lets see, i shall choose, being married and rich XD

#16 What’s the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes and breathe.

#17 What's the meaning of life to you?
A path to honour and follow my God. A test of faith.

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Who are the two choices?

#19 What type of friends do you like?
Friends who understand me, take me for who i am.

#20 If you played a prank on someone, & he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
LAUGH. people play pranks for the sake of it. What else would you do?

Tag list:
BANANA!

wasted few mins of my life!

2008-05-27T00:54:00.002+08:00

Okay, I'm finally back to post.
Had my papers today, i'm quite confident. I have no idea why, maybe its just that i talked to my God all the way, from last night, to the train, to sitting for the paper, to during the paper. I slept at like 2 yesterday due to my quiet time, but when i woke up at 6, i dun feel sleepy like my usual mornings, thank God.

Table-soccer-ed in school after paper, and oh, i'm getting my groove on. Cos the fire in me is burning.
Dang it! Lessons tomorrow, after that-i'm having MCG, i really hope my contacts would come tomorrow, Cos i believe !

Camp's coming pretty soon. Northeast Camp and Youth Camp. And oh, i cant wait. Refresh myself!

Today blog until here! Cos i got lessons tomorro morning, gotta have a free travel ticket to Dreamland!

"I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. "- Philippians 3:14

2008-05-21T23:58:00.002+08:00

There was a screening of "Meet the Giants " at Nexus today, and i was there to catch it with pretty much NEB. I really liked the show , telling us that all things is possible. The story shows a football team where cannot make it de, but when the coach trust God, and influence the team, they would praise God if they win or lose, and it shows us like God did a miracle. The director really uses the show to relate to our lives, telling us that God can move in all ways and that our faith would be put into a test and we must still praise him and thank him for everything!

Last 2 days of school, i want to use them to sow my seeds now. I believe that with God, all things are possible and i trust in him that he will move. I want to put my faith into you Jesus, and i believe that you would move in this school. I want to know that when i do my best, give it my all, that you will do the rest. Miracles can happen if you just believe.

5 more days to chinese O's. I need to study now and i'm having classes with Gideon, hopefully :)

2008-05-18T00:33:00.002+08:00

Lots of things are happening in life right now, And i guess God wants to use this chance to grow me, mature me into a person who finds favour in the eyes of God and Man. This final one week must be used to the best that we can, i want to grow the group, not because everyone's doing it, but because i want to do it for God, to glorify him to greater heights. I believe in my heart , all things are possible through christ who strengthens me , and i believe that he will move in the hearts of the school , touching everyone of them, leaving an impact, leaving a legacy . Praise the Lord. Come on NZW, you know you cant do this yourself, but wth the help of christ, all things are possible. I don't want to NATO anymore, I believe Jesus will move in the hearts of the people and of the school. Amen.

This is what the LORD Almighty says: 'If you will walk in my ways and keep my requirements, then you will govern my house and have charge of my courts, and I will give you a place among these standing here. - Zec 3:7

2008-05-16T19:05:00.002+08:00

Walao, i'm damn fed up now. Some idiot in class told everyone say i zhao school all and now, i'm going to be in deep shit. Wad the heck la, just because some one not feeling well now , then never come school means is zhao school la, then like that everyone also should kana liao ma. Freak you la , whoever you are, i 'm going to find who you are and screw your ass up. Life's no longer be fun and games once i find out who you are. Better run, but you know you can run, but you cant hide. Spread the word what i zhao school all, tell the teachers, spread rumour about me to the class, but that's for now, but i got proof that i didn't , and when i find you, i'm screwing you, like you screw me. An eye for an eye, since you said, i'm sure i'm messing with and, i will screw your balls. I'll make your life a living HELL . SO YOU BETTER NOT LET ME FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE. COS YOU'LL KNOW NEVER TO MESS WITH ME , EVER.

2008-05-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

I remember a time, when i was just so passionate about breaking a CG in my school, a time where i felt that all is possible, a time when i felt that nothing could be in my way for God's kingdom, a time where prayer was the solution to all problems, a time when i look to God everyday to say " I believe that you will show your works today" , a time when God was the pillar holding my tower together, a time when passion and desire was just everything i wanted, a time when i would rejoice and shelter myself in the presence of God. Just a time, not very long ago.

Now, all i seem to look is the problems and not to Jesus, to believe that i'm not going to be used, to have little desire and passion in the kingdom of God, to doubt Jesus in my times of trouble and feel that all is lost and lose my hope, passion and heart.

All i want to wish for is to hope that things to return to normal, where things we looking brighter, when all i wanted was Jesus. I really hope to grow myself again to the time, the time not long ago. It takes a guy years to grow nearer to Jesus, but just a couple of days to make a dangerous mistake to drift further and further from Jesus, my brothers and sisters, please do not let this happen to you. I pray that i want this passion and desire once again,to have faith under all circumstances, once again like in the past, NOT VERY LONG AGO.

2008-05-13T23:59:00.002+08:00

Ever had an addiction? That you can just have this feeling that you cant live without it? That you'll feel that you'll go to the ends of the world just to have it? That you'll feel that you just have to get it by means! Well, i guess its just like any addiction.

2008-05-11T00:13:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!

Just came home from Nigel's house, not mine, Another Nigel. Well, his house got a pool table and you know what happens if a couple guys get a pool table with unlimited games for free huh? we'll be like stuck there for hours. Okay, its was like after service so end up we played like 7 hours? Oh my, damn its long!

Tomorrow having match at Yio Chu Kang, oh well, pray that i dun screw up! And i returned Chester his boots liao, okay! i want a mercury vapour! Its super comfortable! Don't ever tell Chester this cos he will like boast of his boots.

Well, i guess i'm still meeting Ben , Daniel and Sisca for tennis on tues. Until then, i have yet to go for equipment shopping. Damn.

Well, gotta blog till here. Every superstar still needs to sleep you know. Okay, have a nice day and god bless.

2008-05-09T22:01:00.002+08:00

Hey people.

I'm feeling really shagged out now.

Today was the last paper for exams, chemistry paper. And oh my, i screwed up my section C, i still think pass is can pass but i'm afraid i cant do well. I'm really afraid that imagine i go into the O's halls with the kind of standard that i'm doing currently, and Oh, i will sure screw up de.

Sports are another thing with me currently. Finally picked up the racket again after 3 long years, i played tennis today and, oh, it was definitely enjoyable. Does pool count as a sport? Cos i miss pool like alot and i'm maybe expecting to play after service tomorrow. And sunday's having hope premier league again. I dunno if i'm going though, see first :) . And ohoh, i'm meeting Ben they all to play tennis AGAIN on coming tues, no school! whoots!

I feel like taking a LONG HOT STEAMING BATH now. wohooooooo! okay!! gotta go off here.

Byes and God BLESS.

2008-05-07T11:17:00.002+08:00

Hey people,

DnT was a joke just now. It was like a hour to the end of the paper and i looked up and back, and there were heads everywhere. ON THE TABLES SLEEPING.

Thank God i've know what my purpose in this life would be. I would not want to know that i've spent this life in Earth in vain, doing nothing that that benefits the kingdom of God, But knowing that i've shared the gospel with people, to save them from the meaningless life of which they live in. Jesus, give me this strength to carry on in your kingdom without fear again. That i know i can do EVERYTHING in your name.

Northeast camp and church camp is coming. I'm not going to miss either camp, to actually use this time to get closer to Jesus, to spend time with him , to get to know him more, to strengthen myself to share the gospel. I want to live this life for the kingdom of God.

" but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." - Isaiah 40:31

Byes, and may God bless you.

2008-05-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

Oh my, i'm totally not in the mood now. I have no idea what's going on again, why is history repeating itself again and again? Doesn't anybody care ? Why does things always turn out the way you least expect it to be?

I really want to know what's the meaning of life once again. Can someone please tell me by leaving a tag or something, i really want to know what's the meaning of life in your definition, that does everyone think the way i do? that i'm weird or i'm just another normal human? Human seems really general, what about the weird kid down the block? Does that actually represent me? Nobody really cares right? So people, just tell me what's your definition of life, really appreciate it, If no one replies than i shall get disappointed.

Tomorrow exams start only at 2 , so i'm meeting ben, marcus , yalu they all at macs to eat before going school together for exams. Now i'm just depressed.

Life's never a bed of roses. It gets tougher when you least expect it.

Okay, going off now. Byes.

2008-05-03T10:37:00.002+08:00

hey peeps! Gonna make a quick one here!

Dang it! My lappy is now in the repair centre after tio virus! Its coming back on thurs! Meanwhile , i wun be blogging often due to SA1 and spoiled lappy =( . Currently blogging via Sis's com! hahas.

Today no time for inspirational quotes! Gotta rush for service! Byes!

2008-04-29T23:26:00.002+08:00

Hey, today's start of SA1. oh my, chinese tomorrow, please dun let me screw up! XD
And i'm getting addicted to candy!

I've decided, from today onwards, NZW is gonna end every post meaningfully with a piece of encouragement , impactful or interesting quote.

Here's for today :

Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude.
- Thomas Jefferson

Byes ! XD

2008-04-29T17:59:00.000+08:00

I guess i should be studying now, well, i'm going back to mug.

2008-04-24T23:10:00.002+08:00

Birthday's almost over. my final 50 mins and counting down to April 24th . Aww, i'm so gonna miss this day! Awww, i want to be 17 soon cos can celebrate April 24th again!

Anyway, i want to say thanks to all these people for wishing me a happy birthday today!
THANK YOU ALL YOU PEEPS! I THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE GREAT TIME I HAD TODAY.

Well, I'm gonna have fun while it lasts! Bye!

2008-04-23T00:18:00.002+08:00

Hey people.

Having school tmr so i shall not blog alot today.

Omg, tomorrow's birthday! Cant wait. Sweet 16. Oh Dang, I'm havin CME paper tomorrow and Chinese Prelims oral! What a great way to spend birthday eve! Nothing i love more than staying back and seeing chinese teachers and talking to them IN CHINESE . I'm damn sarcastic!

Thurs ,24th's birthday! I hope this year shall be special .
Wishlist :
1. Birthday Call from Muttons To Midnight on 987 *
2. Pool?
3. NC 16. ( YONG KANG! U OWE ME !)
4. Anything you seem appropriate ! XD

Lets not be cheapskate people ! Lets give this dude a memorable Sweet-16! XD

Gotta go peeps, byes!
Countdown to birthday : 23 hours 33 mins.

2008-04-21T22:04:00.005+08:00

Hey, just did some revision finished. So relax awhile before carrying on i think.

Prelims Oral on Wed, same as first paper, Prelims hope dun screw up ! Its chinese. God! Bless me to speak chinese!

Anyway, saw a funny video on youtube and decided to share with all my faithful readers out there XD .

That's pretty much everything for today, byes!

2008-04-20T22:50:00.002+08:00

Hey. I'm just gonna do a quick update here.

Soccer today. NorthEast vs. Central. 2-1. Played okay actually, nice match. And Oh My! I went to wear Chester's Nike Mercury Vapour Today ! And i liked it! Its so nice to kick! *hints*

I'm having school tomorrow. I'm so shagged from the match just now. I just wanna sleep and do nothing else. Birthday's in 4 days time. Thurs. I want to have a memorable birthday this time!

Recently, there's a trend going on like people going together and people breaking up more and more. What's the point of a relationship if you know one day its gonna end? I've actually decided that i'm not going to get into one until my studies are over and i'm mature enough to know what i'm actually doing. Why go into a relationship now and lose a friend later just for that short period of time? Well, i'm also in a relationship now, and a very special person i know never in my life that person is going to leave me alone - Jesus! I just have my faith and thats all that matters. Well, i realise that Jesus is the only one that comes to us in our times of need. Nobody can be with us 24/7 except for him and i know that's true.

Still having school tomorrow, wanna sleep now. Bye peeps.
Countdown:4 days till bday!

2008-04-18T22:59:00.004+08:00

Hey,

School was rather boring, having teacher calling Mum for my folio (once again) . Rather useless though, talk to me, not my mum dude! Its the last training before passing out. Final camp 28-31st May . Aww, I want to pass out earlier.

Joke's on Ben yesterday. Many dudes acted if there was going to be a gangfight after school then Ben was nervous so he called Yalu and all. But really is Yalu and Sougart plan de luh. Omg, i was pranked too. I was like " i want to take the smallest guy ". There's a reason behind it and its not cos i'm afraid. Ben was like " i leave my POA textbook in class cos anything can run faster cos POA heavy luh" damn funny.

Soccer in school was a blast. Mud shoes! Scored. Headed twice but all far. Come On Nigel! Your header can be better. Your next match is on Sun. Anyway, talking bout matches, due to the Hope Premier League , my yellow card was not in the database, due to some error on the referee i suppose. Jersey 16 will be there to perform better.

I suppose i want to be with you, till the day i die. You brought my life to a new level and you're still in it, until the end of time. I guess you're the best thing that happened to me. And i'm not going to regret this decision of living my life with you. Be in my life, cos i know i would fall into sin again without you.

Take Care Peeps, Countdown: 6 days to b-day.

2008-04-14T21:36:00.001+08:00

I'M REALLY PISSED NOW. AND I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. AND IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH GIRLS, SO, STOP ASKING!

2008-04-14T01:12:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps, I'm back blogging! Told you guys i wun be blogging often due to studying!.

Things to do for NZW:
1. Do my D&T journal.
2. Chiong more on studies.
3. Practice for next match with Central.

Well, had match today against Tag United. It was okay, I believe we can do better! Let's continue to play to win! Awww, got yellow card AGAIN. Second match I play and i have two. But heng in the league considered one only,! Cos one game is friendly.

Man U 2-1 Arsenal. Element of surprise for the second goal actually. Nobody expect Hargreaves to take the kick. I'm not really affected cos i dun support either team, however, nice game. Had a good time watching.

And yeah, I have to go Ju Eng Home tmr. Some old folks home. I want to use this chance to prove to myself that i want to do everything i do to the best i can, do to the best of my ability. This is the chance to be the salt and light of the world. Its not only in this but EVERYTHING i do. I don't want to be a christian who just talks but one who shows it in actions as well. Its not what others see, I dun care about what others see at all, but what's important is myself and God. I wan to be the best christian i can be. And this dude's serious about it. Let's not say one thing and do another, Let's not be hypocritical christians!

Ever since i returned to church, life's a little much more stable. I want to grow in Jesus and that I want my spritual life to be rock solid. I don't want a roller coaster relation with God again. I realised that this is because i took life with Jesus for granted. Don't ever take Jesus for granted! I want to grow in my own life before all else, and when i feel i'm ready, I want to get myself a sheep and grow this ministry cos i know i want to do it, and not because i have to.

I guess i want to sleep now. Its 1 and i guess i have school tomorrow. And i realised something, Jesus loves me real lot, much more than we can ever love. So why not, take a step of faith to Jesus and you'll realise he's the best friend that anyone could ever have. I love Jesus!

2008-04-11T23:29:00.002+08:00

Hey, i'm sick today. Never go school. Aww, i wish i was not sick so often.

And this dude's pretty pissed. I've been like trying to win some 98.7 contest for the whole week, haiya, i given up!

And i'm bored now. AND BANANAone IS NOT ONLINE NOW! i bet she's sleeping! HOHOHO, I'm so gonna kill you!

NZW's countdown: 12 days 26min time its my birthday! wohoo! Bye peeps!

2008-04-09T13:36:00.003+08:00

OMG. Today din go school cos school declared school hols. And I'm almost bankrupt! Living without money is hard. I find imeem really sucky now, cant go. I wanted to change blog song but sadly i cant. People, If you got another website to play music, kindly tag my blog to tell me about it,! Thanks. I pretty much did nothing since morning. Slept like 7 yesterday. OMG! so early! I'm in love with 98.7fm . Later i'm going CG from 3-5 then i'm working for couple hours from 6-10!! I hope i wont be late! Gonna earn some extra cash! Wohoo! and my SWEET-16 is in 15 days! Cant wait! Tomorrow I'm gonna go HQ for IMT. Hope we do well, gonna help our this year! Anyway, did i tell u that St.Gabs NCC Air got GOLD! wohoo! Gonna blog till here. And I'm sooo gonna kill Sherman, Marcus and Ben tomorrow! They drew on my hand while i was asleep during English and i din noe who did it till i saw Ben's blog! U guys are soooo dead! Bye peeps. Remember to tag! XD

2008-04-05T01:32:00.002+08:00

Hey!!

Din blog for the last few days cos i'm like really busy. I want to study liao luh. I dun wan all talk no action the this type leh, i want to prove it to mostly myself that i can do it, also want to prove it to all those who keep saying i confirm go ITE de.

Really busy with NCC also, been in alot of interviews and stuff. We're passing out in 3 trainings, around july! wohoo!

I'm now SUPER obsessed with Muttons To Midnight on 98.7 . I find them really cool!
And it seems BANANAone is in some trouble now. hohoho. Pls dun kill me ! :P

And today i blog till here now! Byes! XD

2008-04-01T21:33:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps!

Went to school today! I din noe SBS also will play april fool joke sia. I take Mrt hor, then the train never stop leh, from hougang, then only stop at Clark Quay. Wa. Very chaotic la! Hen ma huan!! LOL.

Anyway, school was a blast! Lessons was okay! I din sleep in class or get sent out today! And actually the upper sec damn sian got assembly. Quite surprised! One radio station came again, and Paul Twohill came! I was soooo surprised can? hahas. big fan, big fan! He's really nice in person. Assembly end liao then went talk to him and see how with TeeHsien . He's really cool! And tall =X. Hahas. And got a picture and autograph. That's pretty much.

Today blog till here liao, nth else. Byes!!

Paul Twohill!

Paul's autograph!

2008-03-31T23:12:00.003+08:00

Hey people!

I cant believe tomorrow's April Fool! I'm ready! And its gonna be the best year yet! Studies are a mess now, school's stressed!. I want to do well for my O's and i have to work for it! come on! i can do it! I recently plugged in HUGE amplifiers for my stereo and it can be SO loud! Damn cool!

Daryl and CheeHwee stayed overnight yesterday. Managed to get only one hour sleep. I'm surprised i din sleep in school today and was awake! Come on NZW! you can do it! yay!

Anyway, i recently saw something that intrests me ALOT.I saw this in a interview over the internet and decided to copy and paste!

"At just 15, Miley Cyrus is a multi-millionaire mogul not just for her music but for her film, fashion and entrepreneurial endeavors; however, the pop princess has managed to stay sane (and sensible) amid her very adult-like life and credits Christianity for her good behavior.
"I think it’s my faith that keeps me grounded, especially because I’m a Christ follower for sure," Cyrus told us. "Live like Christ and he’ll live in you, and that’s what I want to do." "

Miley is a believer of Christ too! When i go heaven one day, one of my wishlist is to see Miley! XD. Its damn cool can?

i blog until here liao, gotta go off soon! byes!

2008-03-30T22:05:00.002+08:00

Hey, had soccer training today at SAS. then my form is totally off, i'm still wondering if i can play in the next game against Tag United. This left-back needs to up his form. Anyway, CheeHwee and Daryl coming to my house now to stay overnight again. They no school but sadly i have! Awwww. Its okay. Its my last year! Time to study hard. I blog till here. Bye peeps!

2008-03-29T09:19:00.008+08:00

Hey people!

Its been one week since i blogged. I'm going to blog today! anyway, before i start,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOANN.

I cant believe my sis's birthday is here liao, u know what it means! My SWEET-16 IS COMING!! wohoo!! Anyway, life's okay. I must learn not to procrastinate anymore. I'm quite impressed with myself actually, i started revision and doing my homework liao, its O's!!

Went to 2 interviews and 1 training in this week, and i'm looking forward to PASSING OUT! Which means POP is coming.

I've been watching wrestling for the past couple of nights and i realise... WRESTLING IS QUITE NICE ACTUALLY. hahas. And i want to learn to solve the cube of 2,4 and 5 sides! hard luh. And i guess i'm going to church later, and CheeHwee's staying at my house overnight tonight. The last time he stayed, we never sleep then talk soooo loud until my parents cannot sleep.! LOL,

I guess i'm bloggin until here liao, i guess u'll see blogging not so often le, i have studying to do ! Byes! Tag me!

2008-03-21T23:37:00.002+08:00

Hey people.

2day i went to St. Wilfred's to play soccer . But play halfway got storm so end up never play. Today's the first day i joined back NEB after leaving the church - the worse decision you can make EVER- trust me! I really want to come back to church once again, its like it has no purpose in it. Anyway, after soccer, i was supposed to go for family dinner de but end up never go cos i went to prayer meet after sooooo long! And people were SURPRISED that i was here. anyway, i've seen alot of people i've not seen for a really long time. It actually let me have the chance to return to God once again. It reminded me of Jesus's wonderful love. Leaving God gets you no where. You'll want to return to him sooner or later, its just a matter of time. In this time, you'll have no plans and you'll fall to sin. I've had to learn this lesson the hard way but at least i managed to learn this lesson. So guys, dun learn this the hard way! Dun ever leave God! Anyway, i'm having Easter service tmr and flag day too! >=( . I hate flag days! I guess returning to God is one of the best decision i can ever make! Bye guys!

2008-03-18T22:00:00.002+08:00

Hey people. Haven been blogging for few days le.

Recently, my parents bought SCV again luh. I'm not gonna miss Kids Choice Awards this year liao. ! LOL. I really dunno what to blog about today luh.

I actually feel the love of God again. After i left church and stuff, alot of stuff happen and its like the worse time for me. I almost got arrested and stuff, and actually, thinking through, leaving church was the foolishest thing i ever did. I thought about it and really feel that the people actually care about me and that this love is the best there is. I've decided to return to church, knowing that what i will be without God is just an empty life, a life with no purpose. However, I dun think i will be returning so soon yet, coming sat having flag day and have to miss. Following few weeks also school booked. I really hope to return to church now.

Hey those in my unit that talked to me or tagged me and sent me messages last few days, I really want to thank you for showing me that you still care, although many would have given up on me by now, but you guys didn't! Thanks for believing in me, that i would return to God again. But give me some time, i really need to settle schedule and stuff, but i promise to return as soon as i can. Thanks alot guys!

Bye peeps!

2008-03-16T22:20:00.002+08:00

Hey people!

Went malaysia today to celebrate my Mum's birthday! yay! Then went shopping plus eat luh as usual. Plus the things there super cheap! Omg, i was sooo tired i slept on the whole way from Malaysia checkpoint to my house XD. Not really going to go all into details ! i'm tired. and i heard Niley broke up! saw it from popstar apr 2008. I'm feeling really sick now. Niley broke up! LOL. shall post what i buy tmr. no mood today! byes!

2008-03-16T11:06:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps,

Its decided. I'm sending 2 posters to the US to get autographed by Miley Cyrus. Its gonna cost 20-30 bucks to and fro but i guess its sooooo worth it. And i probably have to wait like 3 months?. I'm gonna be a poor man! i'm almost broke. And yet i still plan to buy Tiger Beat Apr and its like S$8.90 cos its imported. But have Miley poster! and its confrim, i may start a blogshop to sell my extra posters cos i'm getting so broke and i have posters of american celebs that i dun want such as Zac Efron , Jonas brothers and so. I'm so going to be broke! and another 44 more days is my birthday! i cant wait! yay! byes. i'm off to malaysia now with my parents. Byes!

2008-03-16T10:16:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps,

Is God really real? That's what i want to ask myself now. I'm now comparing the life i have now and the one i have when i was still in church. My life's now is chaotic and i'm losing self-control. I realised that once i started leaving the God, i was rebellious again, swearing and cursing, getting myself in trouble with the law again. I missed the good times when i was still in church. Recently, i was on the bus to woodlands and i was thinking to myself," Is God real?", and 5 mins later, my ex-CG leader sent me a message on Psalms 23. Soon, when i got home, i turned on my computer and i saw a message on friendster from another guy from my unit, that it actually moved me, saying that God is the answer, and that Jesus really really really loves me. Is God calling me to return to him? All this happened when i asked myself "Is God real?" True enough, all of a sudden, people i've not talked to for almost one month to 2 at once all reminded me that Jesus was there for me. And now , yes, i think God is real, and Jesus really loves me. I feel sorry that i hurt all that used to be there for me and even Jesus. I feel like returning to the old life. Should i? That's a new question now.

2008-03-15T23:58:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps.

I think i'm getting broke. I'm now buying TONS of US magazines to collect Miley Cyrus/ Hannah Montana posters. I think i may be starting a blogshop to sell all the extra posters to pull up some loss.! =D. Includes like the Jonas Brothers, Zac Efron, Cody Linley, Gossip girl , Ryan Sheckler and so on.. I think i'm getting really broke. I'm sending like 3 posters to the US to Miley Cyrus to get it autographed! OMG! and there's like 3 posters of Miley hanging on my wall now. LOL. I'm so broke.

P.s. Sellers or friends of sellers. I'm still buying Miley Cyrus / Hannah Montana posters. The price is neg. Thanks.

Bye peeps.

2008-03-13T16:25:00.002+08:00

I guess life's pretty bad these few days. I shall not mention what's going on the last few days but today rain the whole day. Then i also dunno how, when in class listen music suddenly it went blank then no music. Then cannot charge on on at all. How!?! Plus i have no idea where i putted my warranty . Sian. Omg, i addicted to Miley Cyrus or (Destiny Hope Cyrus). Omg, I really want the posters ! Sellers or people who somehow got hold to it, contact me, the price is negotiable . Thanks.

I miss My Mp3 and Miley!

2008-03-13T00:47:00.000+08:00

Hey people, I'm now lookin for Miley Cyrus or Hannah Montana 's posters! Keep me informed in you manage to find one on sale or if you are selling. Thanks,

2008-03-12T11:45:00.003+08:00

Hey people. It's official . We've broken up.

THE STORY HAS ENDED.

Bye peeps. I guess i'm confused right now.

2008-03-12T01:58:00.003+08:00

Hey people. Hols are not too bad le. I actually spent one whole day and i managed to complete watching Hannah Montana Season 2. XD. Omg, I think i'm in love with Hannah Montana ! Dun u feel Miley Cyrus is sooo cute?!? LOL. Anyway, been to compass for almost everyday of this hols. I'm kinda enjoying my time now. Omg, i seriously hope for a Hannah Montana Season 3! Omg, did i mention that Miley Cyrus is cute? I think i did! Oh My!

Oh My God!! I told you she was cute! XD.

Bye peeps!

2008-03-10T10:37:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps. It's official. This Hols Sucks So Far. I hate the time.Someone's ignoring me and not even going out with me for 1 wk plus le. This sucks. It may be over , i dun care anymore. The more you care, the more you get hurt, so why care so much if you know u're gonna get hurt? I dun give a damn. I hate this hols.

2008-03-10T00:41:00.002+08:00

Hey! Guess what? I've changed by blog. I guess u have figured that now. U want to hear the story of my new name. hahas.

" I was there, deciding on a name for my new blog Url, so i was like thinking but none of the name seems suitable. Then , there was this guy screaming on the top of his voice. Then i hear already thought" what an idiot, screaming at 11, people want sleep de." Then somehow, the screaming and idiot came together and *Volah!* The New blog is born!"

Anyway, spent these few days thinking. I just dunno . I guess only time will tell the answer. Is it all true? That in 4 years time all would be gone? I pray not. Lets hope not. It keeps running through my mind somehow. 4years to live is long not say long, short not say short time. I'll bet i can do stuff in 4 years. But I wun get a chance to get married and stuff. Damn sad right? LOL. Think positive now. It's a burden free pass forever XD.

Did You Know that 2 Bleezers and 2 Barons can make a dude drunk? I guessed i found out today the hard way. =X. I guess i'm drunk now. I guess i gotta go now . Byes XD

I don't really know what you're thinking anymore. I cant take it anymore. I'm here trying to hold on to the string and yet it seems like you wish to cut it. When can you actually tell me what's going on, what's in your mind and be truthful about it. I havn't talked to you for a decent conversation for like quite long and i haven go out with u for even longer le. Are we falling apart? Pull up the string or just cut it loose. Its up to you to decide. I cant do anything anymore.

2008-03-08T00:05:00.002+08:00

hey people!.

Had the last day of school for this term. I go back my chinese results today. As usual, i failed but i improved! yay! LOL. Homework's like okay so i guess tmr will be homework day. =D . After school today, went compass with TeeHsien then walk walk then go library ma. LOL. Then serious, got this girl keep staring at me luh. Freaky. LOL. Then went home, rest. Then had dinner with TeeHsien then we went Punggol Beach hang out . Long time since we went there and its like 10pm at night. Then alot of army people keep walking, i thinking they looking for Mas Selamat or something luh. Then went home. Anyway,

HAPPY 1 WEEK HOLS PP!

bye peeps! i'm off to HOLS!

2008-03-06T21:54:00.002+08:00

Helloooo.

Today left school early in the morning then go to payalebar for AIR SIMULATOR COURSE! But there cannot bring handphone so end up leave everything in school. Then went there quite fun luh. But there SUPER easy to get giddy de sia. LOL. FunFunFun. Anyway, alot fun luh. Then after that, went back school then go eat dinner and stuff, reach home at 10 plus le. Super tired luh. LOL. Then just now at macs we keep bastard Mark say what he dissapear cos we cant see him at night! LOLs. I guess i'm blogging till here. See ya!

Today's at Free Period! =D

2008-03-06T00:21:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps. !

Had school today. Was okay but i managed to sleep for a few periods! And OMG! , i haven do my chinese compo and i'm supposed to have a test tmr in the first period. Damn sad. Anyway, tmr gonna release at 12 cos i'm going payalebar for AIR SIMULATOR COURSE! That's all for today, short post!

I swore i was cam whore-ing during D&T period.

BYES PEEPS.

2008-03-03T22:28:00.002+08:00

Hellooo people!

School was okay as usual. Anyway, the A-maths drop-outs ALL din come today except me so i was alone slacking in the study area for one whole hour. I guess i'm just really tired today. Dunno why keep sleeping in class. Had chem, and WTH luh, we made jean koh cry luh which after that we feel damn bad luh. But however, in chem, Sangar, Matthew and me were still discussing bout 4D numbers luh! LOL. Anyway, Sorry Mrs Koh luh. i feel damn bad! Then had history test. I studied but when test come, only know how to do first question ma, so test actually is 55 mins de but ended up did for like 15 mins then i go sleep until the end of the test. Then the principal, woke me up and i was like " wa! so suay ah?" i slept like a pig luh! Then had Dnt and dismissed school le. After school, went Compass slack and then go library study and borrow books! It shows i read okay?!? Then bused home and saw another fellow ex-Edgefielder luh. LOL. I missed the old times luh!. Anyway, i guess i'm blogging till here today! Bye peeps!.

Hey brother! I'm not sure if you gonna read this but i'm gonna post it anyway! Hey! cheer up kay? Dun let all these things affect you now. Its your O's this year and just put it all aside and concentrate on your studies. Remember when we went for different open houses of polys and you were like" I really want to go for so-and-so course"? Its your last year! Prove to us all you can do it! I trust in you. Hey dude, lastly, remember , if anything, you can ALWAYS find me anytime, dun forget i'm just living opposite you. Find me if you need help kay? Cheer up!

2008-03-01T23:20:00.004+08:00

Hey non-alien readers!

Went out today to celebrate me and honey de HAPPY ONE MONTH!

So i met her at plaza singapura today . As usual, Darling was late! Anyway, arcaded the majong for like half and hour then met darling then we went to watch THE LEAP YEARS! Now the ratings ! : From i watched it, i'll give it maybe a 4.2 / 5. The show actually is the storyline is like really really good luh. Also very touching. ITS A MUST WATCH! ok, maybe since it's so nice, i shall re-rate it : Let's now give it a 4.4 / 5! Seriously nice show! Then darling can tell cry luh but there was something in my eyes so for me it doesn't really count luh! LOL. Then we walked towards Orchard that area then slack slack around. Then Darling have to go see her teacher perform ma, so i send her to Boon Lay MRT then she go le.

On the way, i was quite emo but i'm much better now =D. SORRY HONEY FOR BEING SO EMO! Anyway, then my dad called me to join for dinner at Bugis. Then Dad brought us go shopping and shopping really cheered me up! i bought a shirt, board pants and a new school bag! THANKS DAD! Now, let the pics show what i bought!

Board Shorts!

MY NEW BAG! INK BAG LUH! NICE NICE!

My new shirt! Nice hor?

Hahas, that's all for today! BYE FELLOW READERS!

2008-02-29T20:24:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps.

School was okay today . Got back physics test results luh. I got a A1!! plus i din study much for the test so i was kinda seriously very lucky luh. But sian could have gotten 22 cos i thought Lamda was the unit for wavelength. Sian. hahas. the rest of the day was alright. i just realised i have one chinese compo and 2 LONG maths worksheets to be completed by Mon. So back, i was cubing again in class =X. Really addicted to it. Cubing is Loved, HONEY IS MORE LOVED. so after school went down to compass to get a new Rubik's cube but then i went to find but Comics Connection got no more luh . So i bus-ed down to Hougang Mall then heng stock just come so buy. Then went home sleep until now =X.

HAPPY ONE MONTH HONEY! I Love you loads!

2008-02-28T23:03:00.006+08:00

Hey peeps!.

I'm finally going to update my blog again! =D .

Today went to have lessons as normal, then i was there learning how to cube in chem lesson! hahas. anyway, THANKS TO : HUI HUA, JEREMY AND BENEDICT FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO CUBE! hahas. i managed to finish my first cube today luh! Cubing is addicting! =D . Anyway, was released at 2.20 instead of 2.50 cos maths teach, Anne low, never come ma. But then Jean Koh continued to take lessons for chem , more time to cube!! =D . Anyway, after school, slacked in class with the PSPers, the CUBErs. Then alot them zhao then Matthew and me we eating nuts in class! His treat as usual! hahas. THANKS MATTHEW! . Then on the train home, saw TeeHsien so ride back with him ma. Then he dropped at Punggol then i drop at SengKang to bus home cos i was lazy to walk =XX. Then went home and went Tampines with Dad,Mom and Sis go collect my NEW SPECS! Then went home and cubed somemore! Hamster FlameZ is sooo cute luh!! =D

Darling! In less than 1 hr time is our 1 month liao. Despite the times of ups and downs, we were in this race together. Let not the times of downs pull us apart but let it bring us closer together!

NIGEL <3 Angel
Started: 29/01/08
Ended : Never Ever Till the End of Time :)

I LOVE YOU!

2008-02-26T22:52:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps.

Came back from school. Had this really boring talk in school. It's about loan sharks thingy de, total waste of time. Ended later then usual. Then school end , dun feel like going home juz yet so went compass point emo for awhile. Then walk around like siao then saw ex-schoolmates again. Dunno why these few days keep seeing ex-classmates le luh. Serious. All like few years never see de all suddenly this period all pop out! LOL. i sound as if they're underground or something. So went home after emoing then went out to tampines that side go buy new specs! Then managed to buy a really nice de. I dunno is 145 or 245 luh. around there i think. Then went home . Now i'm feeling freaking emo and tired so i guess i shall sleep now.

Sry, i'm not in a good mood now. Bye peeps.

2008-02-25T20:33:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps. Juz getting really bored around here lately so i guess i'm going to do one of those lame surveys i found on friendster again just to make time FLY!~ Enjoy :)

Who do you want to be with right
now?
-Darling luh.

Will you be sad if the girl/boy you
love treat you badly?
-Like duh.

Will you do any silly things in
order to be more happy?
- See first ba.

You prefer a good looking opposite
sex or a kind hearted?
-Isn't darling both? =D

You prefer to be alone or with
friends?
- Lets see ba.

You prefer to be with the opposite
sex you love or alone?
- Isn't it damn obvious?

Will you wait for the opposite sex
or give in when you find out that the
opposite sex like the other instead of
you?
-huh?

Do you use vulgar often?
- When i'm really really really pissed off for some reason like today.

How do you vent your anger?
-alot ways sia. Sleeping it out!

Do you trust your friends?
-Most.

How do you release your sadness?
- Sleep myself to the wonderful death.

Do you have someone in your mind
and heart right now?
-Darling!!

Do you usually go online?
-yupp.

What time is it now?
-8.39pm

What time you usually sleep?
-round 11plus 12 ba.

Do you cry to make yourself to
sleep?
-When i'm seriously emo but i dun tear.

What hurts you the most?
-When i'm ignored or some backstabber backstabs you.

What make you the happiest?
-Spending time with darling!

Do you want the time to be turned
back?
-Not really, i've got everything in place (:

Which is your favourite place?
- Hmmm. Sleeping = my bed =D

Do you always count on luck to get
what you wanted?
Sometimes.

Do you believe in dreams?
-It depends. Dreams don't just come like *poof*, you've gotta work your ass for your dream peeps.!

2008-02-24T01:31:00.002+08:00

Now hen bored ma, then do this survey i found on friendster again =D.

1.Why did you wake up today?
. meet darling and chua go out.

2.What is the first word/phrase that
comes
out of your mouth today?
. do you record what you speak always?

3.How tall are you?
. taller than darling =D

4.What were you doing before this?
. blogging.

5.What is your mom's middle name?
. erm.. are u a stalker?

6.How many siblings do you have?
. hmm.. i tink u're a stalker.

7.Mom or Dad, who's more annoying?
. equal =X

8.Do you cut your nails?
. yea.

9.Who's your favourite cartoon
character?
. simpsons, family guy!

10.Who do you have the longest crush
on?
. Does my darling count?

11.Do you like vegetables?
. nah.

12.What's your aim in life?
. hmm....

13.Do you comb your hair?
. nope, unlike SOMEONE!

14.If someone burps right in your face,
what would you do?
. compete in burping contest =D

15.Do you smoke?
. i promised never to touch it again le.

16.Do you like smokers?
. hmm.

17.What irritates you the most?
. well,,,

18.Favourite colour?
. black, white

19.Do you wear your pyjamas in public?
. hahas. bananas in pjs!. sadly no. =((

20.Are you a fun person?
. Hey peeps, am i a fun person?

21.Do you talk alot?
. when i'm ultra,super ,duper hyper like now.

22.What would your secret talent be?
. i can walk through walls. =D

23.Are you feeling happy now?
. ok luh. more of the hyper.

24.Has anyone told you that you look
like someone they know?
. hmm..

25.What is the weirdest thing someone told
you about yourself?
. hmm..

26.Have you ever thought of wearing
glasses?
. i 'm already wearing, DIMWIT!

27.Do you wish to get married?
. will darling marry me? =D

28.What is the current television show
you're addicted to?
. Heroes, but hen long no touch le.

29.Name 3 things on your table.
.mp3, chain, sunglasses.

30.When is your birthday?
. 24apr!! remember!!

31.Do you have a loud voice?
. darling says i talk really loud in public.

32.What is your favourite animal?
. PIG =XX

33.If someone calls you crazy, you
would..
. admit i'm crazy in a good way =D

34.If one day you woke up and were a
lizard?
. is darling scared of lizards?

35.Single or attached?
. HAPPILY ATTACHED! =D

36.Who do you find stupid?
. stupid people. =D

37.Do you wear socks to bed?
. nah.

38.Who is the hottest teacher you know?
. OoO. there's this science teach who teach at physic lab and when she comes, the class will be staring! =X

39.Name one of your fears.
. Losing darling.

40.Have you ever embarrased yourself?
. duh.

41.Are you popular in school?
. i dunno.

42.What makes you barf?
. dunno.

43.What is your favourite subject?
. Humans!! the teach really good luh.

44.Least favourite subject?
. chinese . DUH.

45.In school, you are known for...
. the troublemaker councilor. =X

46.Are you a geek?
. i dun tink so .

47.Your ideal honeymoon would be at?
. Its not india i know =D

48.What are you going to do after this?
. Crap more with darling. I love her luh!!

2008-02-24T01:14:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps. =DD

Post count: Its my 140 le !! =D

Anyway, went out today in the morning go plaza sing. then at home actually wan wear black long sleeve and white skinny de then end up no shoes to match :(( then change to blue and dark jeans . Then went out to meet darling and chua at plaza sing. Then they very blur de. Cos dhoby ghaut station gt 2 lines ma then walk till they got lost then go find them. LOL. Then go queue for tickets for " L: change the world " at 2.20 show ma. Then while queue saw couple guys from stgabs de, then buy ticks le we went to arcade play play first ma cos still early. Then i like the basketball machine cos i can win someone le hor? =D . Then shop shop around first then go cinema liao. Now's the ratings: 4.7 / 5 . Super funny in a good way. Well done , L.! U have learnt well from me. Just Joking. At least MisaMisa gt show for awhile =D. Show quite nice have to admit. Then after movie then chua went to her aunt's house then darling come my house then slack again. Then rain ma , so dun wan get wet so take train to sengkang to take bus. Then shun bian go buy sushi! =D . Then come my house le then crap alot. round 8 plus we went off to her house then reach home round 11 plus 12.Then online crap with marcus about rebellion and alot stuff . FunFunFun. Hen hungry just now then heng mummy just defrost the bah kua . =D.

Today's quite fun actually =D. The next top hit after "L:change the world" will confirm be " NZW conquers the world " =D.

Bye peeps. Have a nice day, until NZW conquers the world. =D

2008-02-21T21:35:00.002+08:00

I'm really bored now so i decided to do this little survey on friendster while waiting for darling to online!! =(

1. How many people have you kissed in
this month on the lips?
x Darling lor.

2. What's your middle name?
x Zachariah

3. Would you rather spend a whole day
with your mum or your dad?
x I dunno =D

4. Where will you be 12 hours from now?
x St.Gabriel's Sec , 4E5 classroom .

5. Is it easy for others to make you
feel sad?
x That depends

6. Do you know what you are going to
wear tomorrow?
x yupp -.- The white shirt blue pants again lor.

7. Wheres your girlfriend/boyfriend at?
x Should be at home ba.

8. Why did your last relationship end?
x Dun wanna tok bout it.

9. Does anyone hate you for no reason?
x ask them.

10. Can you make yourself cry?
x Try lor. i dunno.

12. Play an instrument?
x Hmmm. Marcus (my class de, i know too many marcus) guitar still at my house roting =X

13. Would you go back in time if you
were given the chance?
x Not really.

14. What are your favorite color(s)?
x Hmm, black, white?

15. Have you ever kissed someone whose
name starts with an R?
x Nope.

16. What are you doing tomorrow?
x School, NCC =((

17. Are you easily confused?
x yea.

18. Do you think you would make a good
wife/husband?
x Ask darling lor =X

19. What's your favorite kind of ice
cream?
x Green tea!

20. Are you tall?
x that depends who i'm comparing to. What's ur definition of tall?

21. Have you ever liked someone who
treated you like crap?
x nope.

22. Is your current hair color mostly
your natural hair color?
x erm.. i dunno. you can still see the dye.

23. What is you sock's colour?
x nt wearing socks =D

24. Has anyone ever borrowed something?
x duh.

25. Do you fall for people who jokes
easily?
x hmm.. more of the crap than joke ba =X

26. Everything happens for a reason?
x Yea.

27. Do you like someone more than a
friend?
x i love darling ma. =D

28. Who have you texted in the last 2
days?
x Darling n tees.

29. What are you listening to right
now?
x 100days.

30. How has the week been?
x okay luh.

31. Is there something you wish you
could tell someone but cant?
x hmm. nope =))

2008-02-21T20:58:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps.

Wasn't in a really good mood last couple of days. But i've definitely cheered up that's for sure. OMG, i'm like sooooo falling in love with Death Note can? Watching it today and yst and like waaa, sooooo nice luh. I'm going to watch L change the world on sat. School's pretty okay though, got back SS and Chem test today. managed to pass both, i expected to fail like siao. Took maths test today, really afraid though, but at least i know i studied for it. Life's looking much brighter for Nigel Zachariah Wong now.

Lets not let this become our everyday life but let this grow our relationship into a new level k? Dun worry, i did nothing stupid when i was emoing yesterday, just dun feel like doing anything and just sleep. Dun worry too much about me k? U still have your studies to go. I know its my O's but u have to take them eventually. Study hard too kay? cos not only is ur hope in me but my hope in you too. I really mean what i'm gonna say that from the bottom of my heart, i love you.

2008-02-18T22:00:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps.

I'm not exactly feeling very good right now. i dunno why i'm feeling damn pissed off luh. I dunno if its cos of my school work or if its between dar and me. I'm still unsure and feeling emo now. School's f***ing stressed! i just managed to complete almost all the folio le then Stupid Koo everytime buay song me de la! I still nid to complete a history essay by weds on Korea's division to North and South from the movie but i was sleeping la so i dunno wad to do. Shit luh.

I do admit that i will tend to get jealous k? So please dun make me jealous on purpose. Help me darling. I nid you. Dun neglect me kay cos u know i hate to be ignored. I love you k?

2008-02-16T23:32:00.004+08:00

HEY PEEPS!

16th Feb 08

Went out today!! Met Chua n DARLING at city hall. was accidentally late by 5-10 mins cos i WAS SHAVING. Then we went eat pizza hut! Then later TeeHsien join us ma. Then eat fin le then Tees he zhao off for some stuff then me, Darling and Chua went to watch CJ7! The show hen touching luh. Nice! I'll give it a 4.5/5 . Its worth watching! Then something bad happened outside the cinema near the toilet. Shall not detail too much into it =X. Then we sent Chua to the MRT then darling came to my house. Then we watched P.S. I Love You on my laptop. Then watched Chingay on tv then when going home, Dad was kind enough to send us to Darling's house instead of taking public transport. THANKS DAD! . Let couple pics today! Bye peeps!

ZiLian pics!!

Ocean's platter from pizza hut!!

2008-02-15T14:47:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps. =D
I'm going to blog bout yst!!

14th Feb 2008
VALENTINE's DAY!
Went out with someone yesterday then i had school till like the longest day of the week. And the teachers had nice Presents! for us. Guess what? 3 tests and 1 chinese compo! D: Then school ended like 3 and rushed home to get changed and get some stuff =D . Then i meet DARLING at City hall and someone was LATE as usual. Then we went shopping around city hall that side then we walked around luh. Then we walk to suntec area then went PASTAMANIA there eat. Then walk le then continue walk around suntec and crap. ! Then when walk past esplanade that side i feel the sun super beautiful luh. Then we bus-ed to jurong east that side and bus-ed to Darling's house. Then on the bus Darling super tired. Then she sleep super CUTE luh. Then darling returned me my MP3 back le! that i wont DIE of boredom! =D. Thanks darling. Hope you enjoyed yesterday! =D i know i did.

Hahas. Later i'm goin out to meet darling again. Then on sat we goin watch movie!! Yayness ( copy from you-know-who 's speech de) hahas. here i end.
Bye peeps. =D

2008-02-13T22:14:00.002+08:00

I'm so sorry. I know i shouldn't have touched it and yet i do. I'm really a jerk. I din noe you hated it that much and that it means so much to you but i dun ever want to make you upset ever again. It hurts me so much to see you upset and I know its my mistake and that i was wrong. I promise you i will do nothing of the sort to break your heart again and that all i ask from you is just ONE last chance. I really learnt my lesson this time round and that its a PROMISE that i'll never break. One last chance is all that i ask. Forgive me please? I'm sorry.

2008-02-11T19:21:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Went out juz now to meet darling n chua then eat at LJS then crap alot also. Then they go macs study ma so i go slack. Then suddenly talk alot bout chinese name then gt what long socks =X,then someone name kana zero =X. inside joke la. hahas. then went home le.

Darling, i'm so sorry for being sooooo emo juz now, just feeling really insecure and emotional again. I was so afraid that you will leave me. I know that you dun wan to neglect your friends and i understand it but can i ask for you to not neglect me as well? I really live just to see your smile or just to have a hug or "i love you" from you. Dun ever leave me alone. I dun like being emo but its like a natural instinct. Reassure me that you love me please?

2008-02-11T11:11:00.000+08:00

Hellos. i think i'm going to blog for sat onwards cos i'm soo bored.

sat
Went out to house visit for the cheena new year =DD . Then first went to amanda's house, the darling's house, chua's house then evan's house in order. Thanks For the AngPaos. =DD. Then we gambled quite a bit also. Then play blackjack then very suay luh. Then go play majong then the luck come back. But majong neva play money or else will win alot le. Is like the "dong" i win almost all the game luh. Then after all the house visiting went to Lot 1 to play arcade and watch movie. Its been like 6-7 years since i go chua chu kang luh then its like they change ALOT. then go play arcade then after that went watch Ah Long Pte Ltd AGAIN. i dun think i will get sian of the show lar. its like soooooo super nice =D . Then after long day, sent darling home then go home le.

sun
nth much happen on sun. Darling came my house to BaiNian then we were in my room the whole time.Then watch meet the Spartans over my laptop then darling hen tired then fell asleep on my bed AGAIN. Then we go DaBao food then while eating watch Just follow law over the mio tv cos free de ma. Then round 8 plus the send her home then on the way back home, stupid 242 kana engine spoil again. 2 times in 3 days le!! then went home and realised not feeling well again! that's pretty much everything for my weekend.

I now super miss you luh. WAAA. Loves <3

2008-02-11T10:55:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!!

I'm now at home although its school day cos its my extended holiday. Just joking. I'm on sick leave. Stupid, fell sick again. 2nd time this year le sia. Now its like soooooo boring luh. I decided to repost what i deleted cos darling was jealous that she din get to read what i blogged when i was drunk. =D

Darling, u know, i cant live without you. Never in the right state of mind will i leave you and its a promise. I still think of the nightmare few days back (that one i talked about on the bus) and i dun want it to become reality. Never let this dream of mine turn from illusion to reality, from nightmare to life. Darling, always remind me that you love me , cos i tend to get insecure and emotional at times. You are why i live, the reason and purpose of my life. I want to love you and let nothing step in the way cos you are my life. I love you and that's all that matters. Remind me that you'll be there for me if all else fails and you'll love me no matter what. I love you.

2008-02-09T00:52:00.000+08:00

Hey. Long Long no blog!!
I shall blog bout yst n today!! anyway, Happy CYN people!
thurs
the 1st day of CYN. went to grandma house. collect angpao =DD. then went to dad's side the houses go collect more angpao. that was the main objective of the day!! then went out to jp meet darling! then caught a movie "ah long pte ltd" . the show super funny lar! especially mark lee!! then send darling home then go home le.

fri
Actually did not much on the collecting angpao. Dad was kind enough to send me to jp. then went to meet darling and she was there queueing for the movie ticks. accompany her then actually wanted to watch CJ7 de but end up all is solo sits so end up we went watch kungfu dunk. the show is actually quite nice lar.Then darling's friend also quite nice. Cos the queue hen long ma then we help her buy ticks then she give darling these strawberry choco n this cute handphone hang de thingy!( i dunno how to explain =X)Anyway, I do admit Jay is cool but its obvious cos i teach him de!! =X . just joking. nice show. then later me and darling went IMM there to slack. Then 8 like that, Hasif , Amanda , Evan went join us to find Hasif's sweats. Then alot of crapping! Interesting people!! hahas. Then later went back to jp then ate at LJS. u know, i'm falling in love with Mos's Ichigo! so super nice can? anyway, back to the story. Then we took 242 back to darling's house then the bus the engine failed and its like so suay can? Then i reach home managed to take the last train and reach like 12.20 or so. hahas.

The cute keychain thingy!

The bus which broke down!!

i'm looking forward for tomorrow luh.! Darling!! i'm soo missing you now! ILY!

2008-02-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

hahas. havn really blog for the past few days cos i'm falling sick again. =/. so i'm gonna blog for the past couple days. =D

fri
had the stupid parents info evening thingy then hen waste time la. then spam teehsien's fone like super siao! hahas. then teehsien tagged home with my parents in the car. that 's pretty much it.

sat
hahas. sleep like a pig then angel darling wake me up. then meet her then go habourfont vivo go shopping. then took bus down to marina that side. then hen funny. cos we were walking the wedding section that side ma, then gt this guy give us a brochure then go ask " u wan go take wedding photo?" its like so funny. then darling keep laughing like mad woman like that! hahas. then mrt-ed down to my house with darling then she go meet my parents. She's the 1st to do that sia. it shows she's special =D. then she super act guai then my parents are like" she hen guai hor?" then i was there "armp chio" ( dunno how 2 spell) . then we went down to jurong point then walk walk play arcade then send her home then go home le.

sun
meet teehsien in the morning then go to orchard to meet darling and her friend. then he keep shopping for his camera lens. then go meet them then go eat then walk around. then go cineleisure walk walk then play arcade. then we mrt-ed down to city hall then we went to walk near marina that side. walk le then we walk citylink then went new york new york go eat chocolate fondue. so nice can? then wanted to go penisula that side go see skinnies de then rain like so super heavy then end up neva go. then end up go walk to suntec then go buy one pain of straight cut jeans then we walked to esplanade that side. Then go send teehsien off then bus-ed to jurong point then send her friend home. then darling want to find heels ma so walk jurong point then she see nice one but no size. so sad. then arcaded more and then walk walk then send her home then go home le.

i'm getting sick again le. I SUPER MISS YOU LAR. WE WILL LAST LONGLONGLONGLONG K? =DD

2008-02-03T09:40:00.001+08:00

Get well soon k? i'm missing you!!!

2008-01-30T23:08:00.001+08:00

I realised its a decision i have to make sooner or later. And this time its sooner i guess. I really dunno if this ministry is the right one for me now. Its like super stressed coping with O's and pioneering a school where no hearts are ready. And this this time it had to be done. I think i may be leaving this ministry and leave it to someone with much greater potential. I'm starting to realise this is not the ministry that is suited for me. I'm just afraid that the impact may be too hard for even me to handle, let alone taking my O's. Its stressed to take a major exam, let alone cope with so much stuff in my hands. and i'm afraid i have to put it down. So for those people in my ministry, i just have to say sorry. Jiayou for CG08. U can do it de.

2008-01-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

Hey. Went service today. it was great. Then Scott's friend accepted christ into his life. CONGRATS. then got looong meeting at some building for shepherds. Let's all serve God with our best amen? Glad to say 100% shepherding this week. expect to happen for next week too! bought a new pair of huge shades today! im bored. =D

2008-01-20T16:32:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Moved on frm yst. Feelin much betetr. I'm so sorry Lord. Let's move on and let CG08 come to past!

I'm getting so in love with Fifa 08. =D <3<3<3

2008-01-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Had housekeeping early in the morning. Was kinda late cos i stopped by 7-eleven for some breakfast. =X . Then went service! Nice nice. Then went to Cathay play table soccer again. Then play with Chester can own table lar.! hahas =D . Then went BK at plaza sing. CLA meet end! i wanna go CLA meet!! end up make me feel all depressed like why i cant go and stuff! walao eh. i realli want go la! dunno why God dun wan also. Super sian la. Hais, my group is still stagnant. i wanna grow the group la. also dunno why cant grow. i hate this type of feeling la. Everytime kana this feelin mean something sooner or later go wrong le. i just wanna keep asking on why. Why cant i grow? why why why? those feelings that make u feel like u dun wanna serve anymore. i simply hate it . Some one talk to me please. i dun wanna carry emo-ing ! I seriously want to grow.!!!! Is God playing a joke out of me again? Yes or No? i really dunno.

2008-01-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO BUY MORE SHIRTS FROM BUGIS!!! =))

SCHOOL'S STARTING TO STRESS ME OUT =((

2008-01-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hey. Had core team meet in donavan's house today. then went macs. then went to pp soccer court play street soccer. then i play without shoes lor so end up like so many blisters. Then went to change then meet cheehwee n enting at bugis and shop like siao. i bought 2 shirts, a TOPMAN boxers n a new bag from THE WALLET SHOP. then enting went home so left me and cheehwee. then eat dinner le then at the fountain and macs there take alot pics. Then we also laugh like siao la. then the people beside us probably thought we were crazy and stuff. then eat the chocolate sundae from macs then cheehwee say what the chocolate went his nose then suck it back and stuff. SO FUNNY LA. anyway, i'm home and tmr gt school and we're going to IKEA tampines! YAY!

anyway, today in the train i saw a realli touching thing. It was this father around 50 years old or so. then he brought along a child maybe 2-3 years old. then he carry alot groceries from marketing and stuff. So he started to take the train so his son got tired and slept on him. so when his stop, he carried his son and the groceries ( which was alot la. like 4-5 bags) plus carry his son with 2 hands so he's struggling like alot. Instead of waking his son up, he chose to suffer for himself. We are like the child and God is like the father, only better. He chose to sacrifice himself for the comfort of his son. and we are like the child, sleeping there unknown of what is happening and taking advantage for the father. there are alot that god does for us that we do not know. Treasure him. Thank him for what he has done!

Anyway, here are the pics of the items!!

THE WALLET SHOP!

TOPMAN!!

1st shirt!

2nd shirt!

Shit + Cone = Ice-cream!

Problem N Solution =D

Here's all i bought! See ya!

2008-01-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hey. I'm finally bloggin again! had tym to study luh. hahas.

went service today. pastor shirley was great, teaching us about loving god with our ALL. yea. then gt shepherd's meet and stuff. then go cathay de adidas play table soccer like last week. then take MRT to compass then slack then go home!. byes =D

WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU? WHAT'S WITH YOUR STUPID ATTITUDE. HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID IF YOU WOULDN'T TELL ME AND KEEP BLAMING ME? I HAD ENOUGH WITH YOU LA! GO TAKE YOUR CRAPPING ATTITUDE WITH YOU AND GET OUT OF MY WORLD. AND TAKE YOUR CRAPPING COMMENTS WITH YOU. GO BACK TO UR ITE AND I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU. GET LOST!

2008-01-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hey people. I guess i may not be blogging as much as my potiental le. Nigel Zachariah Wong NZW has to start studying for his O's le. No more slacking time. This year serious le. He has prioritised with studies and ministry before blogging thus, being unable to blog that much at a maximum of 3-4 times a week due to studying. Thanks.

I realli nid to study liao. O's leh. not PSLE!

2008-01-06T20:37:00.000+08:00

Hey.

This is actually my 2nd post of 2008 and i'm pretty much enjoying myself in 2008 SO FAR. never blog last few days cos was quite tired and no mood to blog. actually, since school started , quite a number things happen. i was a OGL ( orientation group leader) and its not a miracle so SHHHHH!!. i'm guai ok? Then the sec one were ok. but a nightmare couple times. So was stressed. I missed CG last week!!! =(( . so sad luh. that's petty much the whole story.

Today had soccer training. ok luh. tiring. i think i may sleep soon. having school tomorrow. lessons start. its so sian. Well, better study hard. O's coming. well, i'm havin free period tomorrow as the 1st hr of the school week. =D. ok. i gotta go. byes.

2008-01-01T19:45:00.000+08:00

Hey. Now really want to sum up my 2007 and move on into my life on 2008. I really want to thank God for all that he has done in my life in this year of 2007. Ups and Downs, HE was there. Good or Bad, HE was there. and he will ALWAYS be there for us. Those that do not know who Jesus is, i ask you to think again if there is just something missing in your lives? There most probably is cos only Jesus can fill up the empty feelings and holes in our lives. There is nothing better than having Jesus in our lives! Thank you Lord! I have grown quite a bit since the last time of this year. in that time, i was still a new believer and stuff and God has really grown me in this one year. From a New -believer, i'm now a core team, shepherd and follow-up and even a District Administrator but nothing is possible without God in the picture. God is ALWAYS in the picture, whether we know it or not. He's always there for us! Do not let God and you have a 999 relationship, where u call him only in times of need, but have a pure relationship with him. People came, people left, good times came, bad times too. But Jesus was always there. Do not have a hardened heart but instead a heart that is willing to listen to God. i just want to say " THANK YOU LORD" for all you have done with me in this past year. Those who do not know Jesus, i ask you to consider to know Jesus once again for he is the best thing that can ever happen to you. If you are interested to know Jesus but don't know how, you can always talk to me and i'll help you! Once again, thanks for the wonderful times of 2007. Lets move on to 2008 with a grateful heart and a faith to see something happen!

2008-01-01T02:54:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Went for NEB the amazing race today. then ok luh. MY TEAM WON! IN YOUR FACE CHESTER! plus had really good time. then went to marcus hosea's house to eat kfc n pizza. OK luh. i'm purposely shooting chester now cos he's being an extra sitting next to me! Well, then had countdown until 12 plus . then find out that no more bus go home le so i cabbed to sam's house and i'm in sam's house! i'm tired! =DDD . WELL, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 PEOPLE!!!~~

2007-12-31T01:50:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Had Core Team Meet today and stuff. Then i went out with my parents AND I BOUGHT A NEW MP3!!! The samsung de! very handy too! yea! hahas. enough with my life and stuff and to carry out my promise!

Really want to pray for this group. Thank God for everything he has done! He has made us grown quite a bit since the start of 2007 and now's actually the last day of 2007 and tmr's 2008. I hope to see God movin much greater in these 3 schools and hope that CG08 can be completed and WILL be completed! God, Please use me in your plans! Give me a childlike faith of a new believer when everything was fresh to learn and do for you! Help me oh god! let us grow this school so big that when people see us, they will be like" who are you" and we will greatly say that we are the works of you oh god! Use me, I want to be used by you and walk with you everyday of my life, to talk with you in the good and the strive! Help me Oh God! With you, al things are possible. Lord, Let my faith and trust look towards you and you alone! for nothing is greater than you! Thank you for everything you done! Amen!

2007-12-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

Hey.

I realised that my blog is all about my usual life and stuff. Now, I really want to rededicate my blog and my life to Jesus once again!

Went service today. Service was great. Learnt that our relationship with god is not set by a book of rules and regulations and we must take out things to be fresh or we will lose our joy in doing it. Do Not let us lose our joy. Had a visitor today and he converted! Really glad for him. Really want to thank God for all that he has done. he has saved another soul in our midst today.

Then went arcade with the new believer and had a really good time. Let us not keep this joy to ourselves but spread the spirit!

I really want to pray for the group! I hope that the school can really grow in both quality and quantity. I believe nothing is impossible for Him. Lets all complete CG08 people. Let us grow in both quality and quantity for nothing is impossible. We are able to do all things through Christ who gives me strength! CG08 is just another race we have to complete! It shall be completed and WILL be completed! Amen?

2007-12-27T02:18:00.000+08:00

I'm hyper and bored now so i'm just doing this for fun =D

Could you forgive your best friend
for sleeping with your gf/bf?
hmm? i'm single =DD

Have you ever seen a live bat?
erm.. i guess so.

Is there anything/anyone you hate?
i dunno leh.

Do you find it hard to forgive?
ok luh.

Would you rather not drink alcohol or
not sleep?
hmm. i dun drink leh.

Do tattoos and piercings excite you?
ok luh. nt alot.

What's your favorite thing to do?
get hyper!!

Do you care if people talk smack about
you?
hmm.. i dunno. hahas

How much are you on the phone daily?
ok luh. average? =D

Sorry, I forgot to ask your name.
Its. NZW. Nigel Zachariah Wong. Remember the name =D

Are you in a good mood?
yea..

Do you think people will exist forever?
nope.

Do you believe in luck?
hmm.. i dunno.

Everything happens for a reason, right?
yea. i guess so.

Would you rather skydive or bungee
jump?
skydive!

Where is one place that you'd like to
visit?
hmm. India? =D

Anything your looking forward to?
yea. Cg's tmr.

Do you have more or less than five
best friends?
more i guess. =D

What would you do if the friend you
talk to most stopped talking to you?
hmm.. i wonder..

Does the number 22 mean anything to
you?
nt to me. CHESTER!! ur jers number. kaka bullshit! LOLS.

Be honest, do you like people in
general?
yea..

Did someone bother you today?
i dun tink so. =D

What do you think about death?
its a matter of time ma.

Sometimes, do you wish you were
someone else?
not really.

Does someone love you?
yea. i noe that i am loved =D

Do you know anyone named Dave?
dave.. nope. well, there is a davis. Hey!!Dave's the guy in alvin and the chipmunks!!!

Kissed anyone with the name starting
with a R?
nope.

Has anyone ever mistaken you for a
family member?
i dun tink so.

Do you like sleeping naked?
LOL. nope =D

What color are the walls of your
bedroom?
blueish green.

Do you think that Starbucks is
expensive?
ok luh.

Are you named after a family member?
nope. I'm named after myself =D. NZW !

Are you taller than 5'6“?
how tall is 5'6?

Ever seen a dead body in real life?
yupp.

Do you like the color blue?
yea..

How are you?
hyper =D

Who was the last person to send you a
text message?
LOL. daryl.

Who touched your butt last?
LOL. my bed =DDD

Last restaurant you went to?
oh!! i know tis one!! the one at suntec!! super ex de. i forgot the name =XX

What is the weather like today?
now's dark.

What's the first thing you would do
with five million dollars?
. SIMPSONS!

What nationalities are you?
Singaporean

How many hours did you sleep last
night?
10?

Who's the last person that you felt
was stalking you?
hahas. stalker!!LOLS

Have you ever been on your school's
track team?
nope. track sia.

What clothes are you wearing?
tee and pants.

If all of your friends were going on
a road trip, would you go with them?
where is it? if it's india i wanna go!! =DDD

Do you think that someone is thinking
about you right now?
hmm.. i dunno.

Does it annoy you when someone says
they'll call you but they never do?
hmm.. yea.. i'm waiting. hahas

What is the wallpaper on your cell?
real madrid! =D

If you would overdose from a drug,
what would it be?
steriods? or hyperism. is there such a drug? maybe simpsons? =D

2007-12-27T02:09:00.001+08:00

Hey. Blogging time!

I'm bored. Well, went out today meet daryl,marcus n shipeng, then did some shopping. then walk around. Well, i'm being hyper now. U know, when u're hyper and u gt nth to do is like the worse feeling u can have. i'm bored. WELL!! CG's at my house tmr!! YAY! CG is gonna be so much fun!! =D k. byes.

2007-12-25T02:01:00.000+08:00

hey. went out carroling today. it was so fun! then sing and sing then some house very nice. some gave us food and some money luh. but nothing still beats the fun and the enjoyment! i wan to go carroling again!! well, there's always next year! well, i'm tired. byes =D

2007-12-23T20:00:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged! I have no idea why i'm doing this =D.

Instructions.
1.Do the following WITHOUT COMPLAINT.
2.Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3.Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4.Start your post with, I have been tagged!

Favourites.
Favourite Colour : Black, White, Blue, Maybe pink =D
Favourite Food : the thai rice@ le meridian, and ICE-CREAM! =D
Favourite Movie : hmm. i dunno. hahas
Favourite Sport : BADMINTON, soccer. =D
Favourite Day Of The Week : sun.
Favourite Season : summer.
Favourite IceCream : ALL. XD

Currents.
Current Mood : bored.
Current Clothes : t-shirt. shorts.
Current Desktop : Compaq laptop.
Current Time : 8.00pm
Current Surroundings : my room.
Current Annoyances : i dunno what to do.
Current Thoughts : i havn buy skoolbook for skool yet. DIE.

Firsts.
First Best Friend : What was that guy's name again? norman or smt.
First Crush : in p3 i think.
First Movie : pokemon or smt. LOLs.
First Lie : forgotten le.
First Music : refer to above =D

Lasts.
Last Drink : Green Tea =D
Last Car Ride : Dad's car.
Last Crush : erm.. last as in when last? now also? =D
Last Phone Call : called home. cos asked mum if enting can stay overnight cos he missed the last train home.
Last CD played: Ratatouille DVD =D

Have You Evers.
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friend? : nope.
Have You Ever Broken The Law? : long story.
Have You Ever Been Arrested? : now no.=D
Have You Ever Been On TV? : i dunno.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Don't know? : nope =.=

Random.
5 Things You Are Good At :
attracting yellow cards, making prank calls, wastin of energy, being hyper, sleeping =D

4 Things You've Done Today :
watched simpsons, eat, yawn, breathe, being high from simpsons =D

3 Things You Can Hear Right Now : Laptop, the tv from outside and my kepboard =D

5 People to tag :
I dunnno. hahas. they're not lame and bored like me! =D

2007-12-23T01:22:00.000+08:00

Hey. went to xmas service realli early today. walked around city hall for like alot then slack he we went THE ROCK!!! to have service!. Service was great. The last part reminded me that how god have changed my life in the past one year and stuff. then went to habourfront to admin for XMAS party. then hen luan!! then went to palawan beach for xmas party which was like so super fun can? took alot pics but all in cheehwee cam! then play till like 11 plus. then run like siao then take last train. then end up sunny left behind. then lucky gt another last train so ors is the 2nd last i guess. then reach home super late. leg gt blisters. i'm tired. gonna post the pics tmr after get them from cheehwee. byes.

ANYWAY, THANKS TO ALL WHO GAVE ME XMAS PRESENTS AND CARDS!!! =D

2007-12-21T00:46:00.000+08:00

Hey. I'm like bored so i decided to do this survey i found from friendster =D.

1. When you looked at yourself in the
mirror today, what was the first thing
you thought?
- My hair hen messy!!

2. How much cash do you have on you?
- $109.50

3. What's a word that rhymes
with "DOOR"
- floor.

4. Favorite planet?
- Earth =D

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed
call list on your cell phone?
- Lumpy =D

6. What is your favorite ring on your
phone?
- Far away-nickelback. nice song mah.

7. What shirt are you wearing?
- white shirt.

8. Do you "label" yourself?
- hmm?

9. Name the brand of shoes you usually
wear?
- Converse?

10. Bright or Dark Room?
- Between i guess =D

11. What do you think about the person
who took this survey before you?
- who was it again???

13. What were you doing at 12 last
night?
- Auditioning =D

14. What did your last text message you
received on your cell say?
- So we settle go buy skinny tomorrow ah..

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
- compass point =((

16. What's your catch phrase?
- " Juz testing u lar! "

17. Who told you him/her loved you
- I don't care anymore.